I'm scared out of my mind.

Tomorrow will mark the the third month of me and Jimmy getting together. But for the past two days I've been so afraid of it. I don't know why. I've never been in a relationship with someone for this long. It just really freaks me out. I haven't had the best luck with guys and I keep thinking that something bad is going to happen. I wish I could shake myself of that feeling. Jimmy has so far been the best boyfriend I've ever had. Maybe that's why I'm so scared. Because I never knew I could be so happy in a relationship. And I'm scared what that may lead to, good or bad.

I hope this feeling goes away. I like Jimmy a lot. I care for him a lot. I wish my stupid insecurities would stop cock blocking me!